A year in review...

Usually I do a post like this right before the year ends but for once, I had something to do =D But it's always good to put this down for me, I need to remember. I need to be reminded. 2012 was not the greatest of years for me. Definitely one of the hardest ones yet. I broke on more than one occasion. Not my finest of hours, but I'll say this...there is a point where a bitch breaks. I've gotten so much better at holding back on the emotions but dang, I got crossed. Now I'm fighting to get back to that happy place I was in. Seems so far from here but I want it back. Resolutions have been lost a long time ago...self improvement begins with baby steps. So this year, let's shoot for smaller goals, shorter term and hope that gets me on the right track for long term. We made it past the "end of the world", it's time to make the most of it. I will challenge myself, instead of the world challenging me. I plan to come out on top this time around. I am going to fight because I'm tired of being the one who has to change because someone else won't. Why must I continue wasting my time and energy when I can't change the situation? I wish I could step away sometimes but I promised my mom... Life goes on, things get complicated but I can't get down about it. This is the time that I must realize that it's okay to walk away. Here's to 2013. May you be good to me as I hope to be good to you.