Understanding the Path that is...

...so, I find myself trying to make sense of "what is" more and more every day. Once one can understand their circumstances, only then can they overcome the obstacles. Something I have just come to terms with...Anthony has forever changed me and yes, it is for the better, for the most part. Many don't really understand Anthony and my relationship. And that's fine; you aren't me and I don't expect you to get it. Judge all you want but my life is more fulfilled than your small brain can understand. Ant has continued to be my rock from the first phone conversation we ever had...he has put more faith in me than one should really give me credit for. He has allowed me to dream bigger than I ever thought I could dream. Allowing me to realize that dreams don't have to be impossible to achieve...if they are close enough to grab, you reach out for them as far as you can. Anthony has big dreams too and as much as I would like to say I support him just the same, I don't. I am trying though. He has been so open minded with me, I am trying really hard to change myself and be better for him. It would make life so much easier and better for everyone. Time does make a difference. I wouldn't probably say any of this ten years ago. I would probably be stuck thinking that life is just always going to be unfair...that I would never be one of the lucky ones. Imagine how sad that would be if I continued to think that way...I would miss out on life. I would miss out on enjoying the life that is being given to me. I'm getting to videos that I didn't realize existed...vacations and memories of times past. Blessings...all of them and I am grateful for every one of them.