Wow, so now I'm back to posting on blogger.com haha wow, it's been SOOOOooOOO long

Anyways, I guess an outlet for all my pent up energy without anywhere else to release except food and shopping...(yeah I know, what a bad combo) but go figure. I need some kind release and right now the gym isn't going so well. My left knee is acting up and my left heel is still tender...no clue why. But I've been doing pretty well considering the crap I'm going through and as bad as me shopping goes, I've been really on a mission lately in getting deals where ever I can. This time of year has always been the hardest and if you look back at some of my old blogs on here, I think I say that quite often. Sue me if I say it again, who cares...I mean it's not just that whole thing with my mom, it's just hard especially now. Being married has it's ups and downs, and granted, I've only been married for about 3 months, but still...considering that both anthony and I have "close" family, picking and choosing where to go for X holiday is, well, complicated. I love my family, do not get me wrong but sometimes I just don't think they would notice if I wasn't there. I'm glad that they were all at the wedding this past September and although it was our wedding, it wasn't always about anthony and I. I'm all about the validation and yes, I'm a sinner cuz I'm prideful but if you only knew how much shit I went thru to pull off that wedding. It's so difficult to just say that the day was perfect...the day was exactly what it was and well, I survived.

Here I am...December 2009...age 26 and married. My husband works up north and I work down here and guess what, I'm happy. I got problems and well I am rolling with what I'm being given and I'm blessed and thankful.

Call me resourceful, I'm using what I can get and call me cheap or frugal, whatever the label be but guess what, I am doing perfectly fine and I can still provide. I'm proud that for 4 days I was able to recycle the same 35-28 bux to get over 100 bux worth of merchandise. Everyday items and things I've been meaning to get that has been on the "necessity" list for too dang long. I guess I moved on to everyday living needs straight after the wedding. I'll be honest, the xmas tree was up in early november and gifts were wrapped up ready to go before thanksgiving haha

Don't call me weird or whatever...at least I'm happy with my life haha