You ever just get that great feeling inside...letting anything come your way without hestation or regret or anything less than lovey dovey?

Yeah, it's one of those days...I hate working 8 to 6 on Mondays and Wednesdays, but thursdays, working at noon to 4 actually isn't that bad...

I wander around westwood for a good hour or so...well, today was the quarterly student store sale...usually I get some great deals on ucla stuff or anything in general but this time, it was a bust. I did, however, buy myself a ucla mesenger bag for 8 bux...a brown sweatshirt for my bro, a tshirt for my dad, and a sweatshirt for Anthony. I got anthony's valentine's day gift at best buy today...I might as well put that with the rest of the random stuff I bought him the other day...

Aww, yes, valentine's day a day I use to dream of but then dreaded after a while...The last good one I had was 2 years ago...NBA ALL STAR WEEKEND JAM SESSION!!! Too bad it wasn't with a good person...*sigh* but yes, having the day fall on a tuesday this year doesn't make it seem like anything big...but then again, I wasn't thinking about it either. Think about...when everyday is my valentine's day what's the point of February 14th?

Exactly!

haha...seriously...I get the better part of life EVERY SINGLE DAY because of Anthony and even though it isn't always in person, it still works...That's the great thing about all this love shit...once you are able to look outside of yourself and the norm appearances of what love is, then you realize what you want and need...in the end, what you deserve...

I am not very happy about the fact that gotta stay in Panorama for the weekend because my aunt is a big scaredy cat. Seriously, she's almost 50 years old and owns that huge ass house and she can't even stand to be alone at night...*shakes head* Was there a point to buying such a big house...all those extravagant things when you don't use them or stand to be around it alone...

I don't get it at all...

I have reasons to go back to Azusa now...I don't like being told, no, you have to stay because I can't be alone...and then I have to rearrange my life for you...

Umm, no...

Yeah...although I don't care for valentine's that much, I do want to see my mom...I do wanna see my dad...I do wanna see my bf...Now i have to rush my ass home and back cuz u can't be by ur damn self...what the fuck?

Eh, I shouldn't think about it today cuz the more I think about it, the more I'm just gonna be pissed off. And NO, I'm not letting her ruin my good mood...

GOOD MOOD!!! GOOD, I TELL YOU!!!! hahaha