Birthday wishes

FernnyMC: alrighty sweet looking thang... take care and HAPPY FREAKING BIRFDAY.. i sends my love and kisses... and dont forget ass slap to ya!! SMOOCHIE SMOOCH!!!
ToTL Pinay: hehe xtremely
ToTL Pinay: hehe
FernnyMC: Xtreme would be if i added some sweet tongue on that smooch... but i rather give you that in person, grrrrrrowl!!!
ToTL Pinay: hehe

sideoned: happybirthday
Auto response from ToTL Pinay: yea yea, happy birthday to me...

kyuriousG (12:25:47 AM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
kyuriousG: i hope you still in control and not doin anything dumb!
kyuriousG: well?
kyuriousG: hope u okay

ShoRtEe 2x: hey man i think its your bday right now
Auto response from ToTL Pinay: I hate my birthday :'(
ShoRtEe 2x: happy bdayShoRtEe 2x: ok i guess it is..hope everythn is well

Crazzy129: Happy Birthday!!!!
Auto response from ToTL Pinay: I hate my birthday :'(
Crazzy129: youre 21!!!!!
Crazzy129: just wanted to wish you a happy birhtday!! ...have a great day :-)
HEY Birthday Girl...hope you are having a good time at your party...which im sure you are..sorry i couldn't make it...i have crazzy midterms and a CSET (for grad school) i am taking next week..so ive been pretty anti social....but just wanted to let you know that i hope you had a great day..happy birthday once again...and i really hope you remember reading this in the morning :-)

AlohaGal21: happy birthday!

JeromeJaxon: hey, happy birthday
Auto response from ToTL Pinay: I hate my birthday :'(
JeromeJaxon: well, i'll be in my room with my shirt off if you need to talk

LtL RR: Hoy Happy Birthday!

pLfFt: happy bday!!!
pLfFt: :muah:
pLfFt: *purrrrr*
ToTL Pinay: :-P

pinoy bruin: Sheena happy 21st

Rosie Jaojung: i'll be over in like 20-30 min
Rosie Jaojung: but i must warn u i will be preparin and drinkin okkkk
Rosie Jaojung: happy 21st birfday mah dearr


LovE 8o8: happy bday sexy!

..inner struggles...

I'm seeing my reflection everywhere I go...from car windows to office building doors...
it's scary, like I really am seeing myself but knowingly that it's not the real me...cuz I am me...hehe now I sound like my Engl 173C prof. That reflection is just myself...it's not me. It's an imitation of me.

I'm fighting many inner battles right now...health, academics, mental state, love, financial, depression...

I wish it would be halloween everyday...I wouldn't have to be myself...i could be anything I want to be and no one would bug me about it...

*sigh* Life, why can't u just go away for a day and leave me alone?

My birthday flakers list...

Andrew
Carlos
Jorge
Adrian
Ronnie B
Edwyn

...I know more people are yet to be added

*Note:

Definition of a flaker in my eyes, at this point in time, is anyone who is not attending... (in most cases, someone who says who is coming but is not going to show up).

MY BIRTHDAY/XMAS WISHLIST (revised)

Wishlist...

Impossible but nice to hope for:
Straight A's
Good Study habits
A nice birthday
Happiness for my family and friends
A good job and a car for Ron
Get away from everything for a while
A Clear face
A regular cycle
More money
Smaller tummy and waist
Less problems
Some perspective in life
a guarantee for success post-academia years...


Material things:

Electronic Goodies: (these items might as well go under the impossible list but yeah...)
Ipod (original or mini) or any type of Nice MP3 player cuz burning cds are getting crazy
A spindle of cds...
New Laptop (Mine has problems) or if someone can fix mine
Heated rovo styler
Split Ender
Hair dryer stand
New digital camera or at least an XD memory card that is larger than mine (I only have a 16mb one...)
A DV Cam
A new stereo system for my car (w/installation)


Movies (DVD): (list goes on as (1) most desired and so forth down the line)
1) Aladdin
2) Love Actually
3)Father of the Bride and Father of the Bride 2 (On VHS or DVD)
4)Sex in the City Season DvD (Any season...)
5)Saved by the Bell Seasons DvD
6)Kate and Leopold
7)Sound of Music
8)Mulan

Furniture:
A new bed (a nice wooden loft one or the ones with drawers in the frame)
A bookshelf for our living room (a nice big one cuz we all have books)


Work out equipment:
Set of 5lb and/or 10lb dumbbells
A basketball (Men's size, not women's)
A football
A new bike or a bike tune up
A dance aerobics dvd
Carmen Electra's strip aerobics series (if not all of them, at least dvd #4 with the hip hop)

Backpacks/bags: (I really am not looking for all of these...just hoping for one of these)
Nine West: Purse
Roxy: Backpack, purse, or messenger bag
Rocawear: purse or backpack or messenger bag
Jordan: Backpack or messenger bag or duffle bag
I need a laptop bag...
(I bought a large nine west purse and an ecko backpack as of late...)

Clothing:
Victoria Secret's Very Sexy Convertible Bra In warm nude 36B
Victoria Secret's Three-quarter sleeve tunic top with spaghetti straps in Black (M/L)
Victoria Secret's Off-the-shoulder sweater in Black (M/L)
Victoria Secret's Off-the-shoulder sweaterdress in Black or chocolate (M)
Michael Jordan Letterman jacket (S or M) red and black, of course...
Natural Bra (I'm a 36B so I think it goes by cup size)
Eddie Jones Miami Heat Away Jersey (red or black)
Custom UCLA Football or Basketball jersey with #15 and my first or last name
Brown UCLA sweatshirt in M or L (I really am happy they have that color now)
A pretty baby phat shirt in (L) (I like the kitty hehe)


Books: (I'm back to old habits...I like reading!)
Any Tami Hoag book
Any James Patterson book except for The Beach House, 3rd Degree, and 2nd Chance
A Mitch Albom book except for The five people you meet in Heaven and Tuesday's at Morrie's

Health and Beauty:
Clinique 3-step acne system (I'm almost out of my Clinique Clarifying lotion #2)
Clinique City Base compact in Tawny (THEY DISCONTINUED MY COLOR!!!)
Proactiv System (this or the system above will suffice)
Victoria Secret's Heavenly (can't afford this on my own anymore)

Accessories:
A pair of small stud like earrings (I'm allergic to silver so I prefer gold...I lost one of my earrings so I don't have a replacement)
Green knitted beanie/hat (has a bill) for $21 at Anchor Blue...(it's cute)


Gift cards/certificates at any of the following stores:
Westfield’s shopping center
Robinson’s May
Macy’s
Wal-Mart
Target
Eastbay
Ross
Costco
Hot Topic
Victoria's Secret
Frederick's of Hollywood
Reference/Pleasure
Forever 21
Sheik
Footlocker
Eastbay
Champs
Ikea
Sephora

Services:
*A day at a spa (DIRELY NEEDED...i feel like shit lately)
***Full body massage (I direly want this if the above request cannot be filled)
*Pedicure/Manicure (Last resort if the aboves can't be filled)
A hairstylist to do my hair just for fun
Subscription to Cosmopolitan

Other:
Spending cash for Vegas trip
WHITE CHOCOLATE
Dinner at Eurochow, PF Chang's, Hard Rock Cafe, Cheesecake Factory (I've never been to any of these)
A night out at the pier (I've never ridden the ferris wheel, or any other rides there), bowling, karaoke, Castle Park, Malibu Speedzone
A one on one night out with friends or family
A pre-paid gas car
A pre-paid starbuck's card
Tix to the Laker vs heat or Clippers vs heat game (EDDIE JONES!!!)
Tix to an Alicia Keys concert
Tix to a Las Vegas show during my trip



More to come...just can't figure anymore out right now