It's over...it's over now...move over...it's my turn now...
I guess the reality is hitting again. Things just don't work out the way you think they will. Lately I keep having these fantasies entering my mind and I can't help but wonder if they'd ever come true. I know they won't but sometimes I still cling on to them so tightly I can feel my fingers go numb. A good friend of mine told me some thing today that is great for them. I am happy for them but at the same time I watch one of my fleeting dreams fly away. I'm surprised though, I'm not as hurt as I thought I would be. Maybe that's good for me...I love you, buddy and I'm happy for you...just don't fuck up.
