Ever feel like you put the truth to the statement: "dazed and confused"?
So an agonizing week of games, papers, hwk asns, quizzes, lectures, discussions, work, rehearsals, and meetins every now and again just puts a strain on the body. So working on the PCH slideshow is soooooo tiring...I spent a beautiful three day weekend cooped up in doors, staring at a computer...clicking, inserting, viewing, testing...you name it. My computer is now running so slowly that it is ridiculuous. I was looking forward to spending three glorious, kick back, no work or class days with my baby, Ron but of course he decides to take off to the UTAH CAMPIN TRIP that mai and johnny planned. I couldn't help but feel a lil abandoned. After such a hectic week, I just looked forward to cuddling up on the couch and popping in a couple of movies or even loading up the car for a bbq on the beach. Instead I stay home...alone in my room, working. It only figures my life would head in such a direction...think about it...when does a three day weekend come into play for me? Yeah, exactly...I just can't believe it's 9th week. Basically 2 more weeks of general lectures and discussions and then a week of tormenting finals. Then again I don't know if I should be so worried...more like I should be anticipating hardcoreness and good grades since I'm taking History P/NP, Tagalog is a lot of review for me...English...now if MY LAST PAPER would just be perfect I'd be set. anyways, I got a shakespeare performance on wednesday...hehe YEAH FOR EX. CREDIT! And my PCH Banquet is Friday...my CSC banquet is Saturday...I just have so much going on right now. How do you take it all in? I've been turning to food again lately as an escape...getting saddened even further as I sink myself to a fatter all time low...how do you get out of this "I don't know what to do" mode? I just want to break...BREAK DAMMIT!!!
Oh well...gusto ko matulog na...
sometimes I wonder why I care more than others...is there something wrong with me?
