Cuz nobody, but nobody can make it out here alone...

I'm going through so much right now; my mind is running on E...waiting, waiting for someone or something to set me free...to put me at ease...to assure me that life won't be this F***ed up for long. It feels like someone is tearing me up from the inside...I have so much on my mind right now...I just want to cry. I hate being alone at these times...I hate feeling this way as if there is nothing I can do to fix anything...to do anything to make any of it better. I just want to be there...

You ask me 2 communicate
what it is I feel within
I search 4 words 2 assist
but I find none 2 help me begin
I guess love is just complicated
Love
is
just
complicated.
I thought I knew my heart's desire
I thought I quenched my burning fire
I thought I wanted "A"
But "A" was 2 mixed up with "B"
Then "C" made me more confused
So "A" turned off me and "B" feels
better. "C" is upset and lonely
and me, I think Love is complicated.
Love
is
just
complicated.
~Tupac Shakur, Love is Just Complicated