It has begun...

Let the three day weekend begin...We'll start off Friday night with a KANYE CONCERT!!!! Tmw morn we'll begin with A lil NBA ALL-STAR JAM SESSION...perhaps end the night with dinner and bowling!!! YEA YEA YEA...SUNDAY, we'll go home and to Church...come back here to write a paper and read...um, yea...hehehe

The marks are clear...how can you not see them?

I'm just not here right now...it's been a weird day...I just wanna sleep and be left alone. Today was my tagalog presentation...that went over well...then I went to the sale...bought two things for Ron...then I went to Kerckhoff patio to go wait for the Honors section...arash never showed...then i waited for class to start...class was cancelled...went back to the apt...wanted to buy flowers for my mom but Mark used my vase for Aiza without asking...NO FLOWERS FOR MOM...Told I have the most gorgeous eyes this one guy has ever seen *rolls eyes*...got my bike and got it back into riding shape...chilled at the apt...then panicked over transporting stuff for the social tonight...it was aight...funny shiz...club cali fun fun...then ran into this one guy I played ball with in the summer...straight trying to jock...um, haha NERD!!!...Gary not helping me...BRUISES ON MY WRISTS...NO FEEL WELL...

I wanna roll into a ball in my bed and sleep off forever...FORGET TMW!

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It's been a year...

It's fun to stumble across happy times in my past...I realize how lucky I was then and how lucky I am still...God, whatever possessed you to have _____ cross my path, THANK YOU! A friend like him has made realize that there are people who are worthy of opening up to. A whole year has passed...amazing...I was in such a different place then. I realize my feelings then were true but it is only now that I realize that his friendship has always been the thing that draws me to him.

Ron, it's u I care about and not him...so don't trip cuz ur reading something about someone else. I don't wanna hide anything from you...u know that...so don't be mad cuz I keep in touch with every single person I meet. I don't like leaving things messed up...if anything does end, it doesn't mean a friendship can't still live. I haven't cheated on anyone so don't trip out on me...

If you fall, I will catch you...I will be waiting...

My busy days are always hectic. When I woke up this morning I tripped out...there seemed to be no one home. I checked my clock...it read 8:27...I checked my phone...it read 8:27...I got up, went to the bathroom...brushed my teeth and headed to the kitchen. I looked in on Farida and Rose's room to see if anyone else was around but I didn't see anyone so I tripped out again...I was half asleep in the kitchen, grabbing some juice cuz my throat was being funky. When I closed the fridge door there was rose..."sheena, what time's ur class? Can u give me a ride cuz I'm late for work...apparently." I was still half asleep so I went to the room, grabbed my jacket and keys and headed out the door. Things are crazy...just talagang crazy. Rose gots a lot on her mind...u can just tell. I don't know what to say to her...I know what she's feeling cuz I often think of things that just seem logical but in the end I question if all the cliches are right...does everything really end well in the end? I like thinking about the future...it gives me hope. Yea, people may say that things can't get worse, they only get better...but really it depends on the person...on the situations...on their motivations and expectations and decisions...NO ONE KNOWS WHAT TMW HOLDS. It's just one of them things u gotta go thru...we're all bound to have good days and bad days...good spells...bad spells...we just never know what's going to happen. We just gotta be on our toes cuz God dishes out what he thinks we need...U know how it goes

Life is nuts...just roll with the punches and don't let things get you down

Ref, you called what?!?!

I just got home...it's been a long day...a very very long day and tmw is even longer. Um, yea...even longer. I need to get my z's cuz tmw is the Health Fair. PCH, BABY!!! But yea...today was another day with my baby...he came with me to my eye doctor's appt. SO yea, my eyes got slightly worse but it's alright. I guess I gotta back up from the scn again. hehe But yea, I love walkin hand n hand with Ron and feeling the envious glances (maybe they aren't envious glances but I perceive them to be so). I'm lucky...very lucky...I just wish my hard headed stubborn ass would stop being so bitchy but I can' t help it cuz that's how I've been raised. I love you...don't know why I wanna make u feel badly.

Good games today, beb! Um, yeah...u need new shoes...and an ankle brace...um...and some game...hehe j/p