Dang man...it's been a while since I actually wrote something meaningful to me in my blogger. Doesn't it suck when you realize you can't turn back now...ur constantly moving forward (in my case being thrusted forward without any hesitation). This year is gonna rock but at the same time I'm not ready for it all. I know what I gotta do but I don't wanna do. The usual habits of a procrastinator and FOF-person. UGH! I've been down lately and I can't really figure out why...probably some bottled up emotions that are finally hitting the surface. It isn't a good time for it though...I'm trying to get over some shit. Forgive me now for any stupid things I say or do. I haven't been myself lately. I'm so bored at work right now...I don't wanna be here. I just wanna sleep but I gotta go work for my other boss later cuz she's being a bitch about work that she can't freakin do herself...DISGUSTED, YES I AM!!! I have been feeling more restless than usual...Farida and I believe we have a biological reason for our behavior as of late but that is besides the point. God, I know u got something coming at me...please let it be good.

Mood: Groggy

Tonight was not such a good nite...now I just wanna roll back up into a ball and sleep...DAMN

So, I went home friday after my freakin final...HORRIBLE! I was excited when i woke up cuz it was two of my friends' bdays!!! George and Aiza's...but of course Aiza's was more important cuz she's my best friend and it was the big 21!!! But yea, I don't know how I did on the test but I"m really hoping I passed. I got out of that final going "UGH" but oh well. When I got home I hung out with Aiz for her bday. Saw Mai too...yea, it was chill. We'll always have BOOGIEPOP (???) hahaha But yea, I visited mom today. I feel bad cuz I don't visit her and sometimes I forget about her...I get harsh reality checks each day and then I realize I'm missing out. *sigh* I'm tired so I'm goin to bed soon.

Mood: SAD cuz I'm hella broke