It's 1:43am...yuck, stupid number! LoL, j/p...it was a beautiful ending to a lovely day. I was hella tired this morn...snoozed the alarm for about an hour before finally getting up. Yea, today was suppose to be a good day...a really good day, in my opinion and it did end up that way. Work was as usual...got in at 11, left at 11:50 so i can get a good seat in class. My tired body left me with complete and utter restlessness...so I fell asleep. Class let out a couple mins. early...I went to work and tried to finish the applications today but the network was down. My boss and I talked for about half and hour while she ate lunch and then she said I could go...so I went to the center for women and men to go do my project...wow, it wasn't as bad as i thought...my main stuff is going to come from their website and brochures cuz tina said to check it there. Then I went to the English dept. in Rolfe...I stood outside the door a while thinking to myself, "this is finally it...I'm going to do it." I sat down with one of the counslers and handed over my DPR...within in seconds I was walking out the door a new person...an English major. I finally did it...no more Phy. Sci. hardcore bullshit...I'm gonna be doing something I love...writing...reading...being me. Yea...it was great telling Richelle and Lewis...haha they lured another one in PCH to the Liberal Arts side...haha GO north campus! I'm no longer a south campus baby. We'll see if that changes again...double major and the minor...wow...yea that's my plans. I went to Powell afterwards and watched "She Done Him Wrong". Yup, getting closer and closer to accomplishing all that I have to.

Tonight, Mike was suppose to come...suppose to is the key terms here. Like usual, no response from his side...we'll see what lame excuse he has this time and if he can weasel his way back into my heart like he always does...yea, I'm a sucker but he's crossed the line. I can't take anymore of his BS...he needs to get out my life.

Since he didn't come, I went out with Tinig...it's been a while since I've been out with them. I almost didn't make it cuz I knocked out for half an hour on my bed...but I got there a 10 mins late...not too shabby. Well, Yea, a grip of us went to a place called Music go Music in K-town...MGM, for short. It looks like shit on the outside but when u hit inside....wow, u swear u died and gone to heaven...glass everywhere...comfy couches...tables with tops u can walk on...about 16 tv's to read karaoke off of while there is a long screen in the middle that allowed u to watch Matrix at the same time...three mikes passed around...and hundreds upon hundreds of song...I busted a rendition of One Sweet Day that I didn't know I had in me...oh yea and FREAK ME...shoot me now for choosing that. James' version, or rather that of Ja'a, of I'll make love to u is one I've never heard...very interesting. hahaha...Wandag and company arrived late, just as we were leaving but they got to sing two songs...one including "hangin' tough" a period in my life I would rather left hidden...haha yea, then we went to a boba delight afterwards...pretty good stuff. No, not the boba balls...ick! I got my green apple slush. We packed the little place and were doing stupid stuff with the comp...like looking up porn or rather wandag and company did. I talked with Garrett...wow, didn't know he lived in BP...he went to Sierra Vista. CRAZY...he lived hella close to me! Art drove the dorm kiddies home...haha I was shotgun and he stalled at one of the lights...of course, i teased him and he jokingly tried to kick me out of his car...it was hilarious.

Yea, tmw is the SC game or rather later on today...I should go to bed before my mind explodes from exhaustion.

Song of the moment: For those who went out with me tonight, "Freak Me" by Silk and for those everywhere else..."So In love with you" by Kevin Ray or UNV

Quote of the moment: "Why don't u come up sometime and see me"

Mood: Bliss...pure bliss

Tonight was the floor social...party, if u must know. It was slow to start off but of course, things always pick up at the last minute. My knee still bugs and so does my ankle. Wasn't dancing so well but hey, whatever, at least I was trying. yea, way to avoid hwk and studying and to let loose...gosh, I so wanted to set up a clubsite for this quarter but our contact isn't very responsive.

I have a lot of time to think these days...avoiding my responsibilities. Lately what has hit me is that I'm actually content/happy with being single and taking time to enjoy things for what they are. Rose and I were talking about things today and it just seemed so...I don't know what word to use-Realistic? It seems strange that when we were in high school or junior high, we always talked about "when I get older..." Now that we're in college, "when I get older..." isn't that far away. It could be years from now, next year, next month, tmw...in five minutes. It's so near that it frightens me...will I find that prince of mine? Am I going to graduate school? Where am I going to live? Where will I work? Scary, isn't it? I thought holding on the past was bad but I think it's just as bad as forgetting the future. Kids, marriage, a career...the American Dream. ::sigh:: if it were only that simple. If it were ONLY that SIMPLE! I find myself crushing on guys that are out of reach right now. Perhaps that is good cuz it helps me move towards someone else...one within my reach. OR maybe it's bad cuz it helps me avoid trying. All the good ones are taken! Those who aren't taken see right thru me...or I'm only a friend. Isn't that always the case? The game of love is a many splendirous thing, I suppose...one where rules are made up while u play and there's never really an end to the game either. I don't need a man to validate me! haha RIGHT ALINA? Yea, well, whatever...guys will come and go...we'll see if anyone is up to the challenge of being with me lol.
Reminds me...Mike called earlier this week askin me out for Friday...I really don't want to but gotta give him a chance to make it up to me, right? Breaking my heart so many times, I think I deserve an explanation or something to make me trust him again. I couldn't believe he called tonight...I think he really is trying to be apart of my life again...to actually be changing, that's a good start. The funny thing is that I don't really care either way...my heart says that he's gonna flake like usual and my mind says he is coming...he meant it. I odn't know what to think. I guess we'll see if "my love" is coming tmw...hahaha

Song of the moment: "u and me" Pinay f/uz4

Quote of the moment: "Hey...wish I told her how I felt...maybe she'd be here right now...but instead, I pretend that I'm glad u went away. These four walls closing more every day...n I'm dying inside, and nobody knows it but me"

mood: wondering

Tonight was the floor social...party, if u must know. It was slow to start off but of course, things always pick up at the last minute. My knee still bugs and so does my ankle. Wasn't dancing so well but hey, whatever, at least I was trying. yea, way to avoid hwk and studying and to let loose...gosh, I so wanted to set up a clubsite for this quarter but our contact isn't very responsive.

I have a lot of time to think these days...avoiding my responsibilities. Lately what has hit me is that I'm actually content/happy with being single and taking time to enjoy things for what they are. Rose and I were talking about things today and it just seemed so...I don't know what word to use-Realistic? It seems strange that when we were in high school or junior high, we always talked about "when I get older..." Now that we're in college, "when I get older..." isn't that far away. It could be years from now, next year, next month, tmw...in five minutes. It's so near that it frightens me...will I find that prince of mine? Am I going to graduate school? Where am I going to live? Where will I work? Scary, isn't it? I thought holding on the past was bad but I think it's just as bad as forgetting the future. Kids, marriage, a career...the American Dream. ::sigh:: if it were only that simple. If it were ONLY that SIMPLE! I find myself crushing on guys that are out of reach right now. Perhaps that is good cuz it helps me move towards someone else...one within my reach. OR maybe it's bad cuz it helps me avoid trying. All the good ones are taken! Those who aren't taken see right thru me...or I'm only a friend. Isn't that always the case? The game of love is a many splendirous thing, I suppose...one where rules are made up while u play and there's never really an end to the game either. I don't need a man to validate me! haha RIGHT ALINA? Yea, well, whatever...guys will come and go...we'll see if anyone is up to the challenge of being with me lol.
Reminds me...Mike called earlier this week askin me out for Friday...I really don't want to but gotta give him a chance to make it up to me, right? Breaking my heart so many times, I think I deserve an explanation or something to make me trust him again. I couldn't believe he called tonight...I think he really is trying to be apart of my life again...to actually be changing, that's a good start. The funny thing is that I don't really care either way...my heart says that he's gonna flake like usual and my mind says he is coming...he meant it. I odn't know what to think. I guess we'll see if "my love" is coming tmw...hahaha

Song of the moment: "u and me" Pinay f/uz4

Quote of the moment: "Hey...wish I told her how I felt...maybe she'd be here right now...but instead, I pretend that I'm glad u went away. These four walls closing more every day...n I'm dying inside, and nobody knows it but me"

mood: wondering

I forgot to write in u yesterday...darn! But yea, yesterday everything just hit very hard...I broke down...tears streaming, another moment of weakness. I couldn't help it though...when u do something for someone that u care about because of a special occassion, it hurts a lot when they don't appreciate it or even recognize that u did anything at all, u know? It hurt a lot....hurt so much that I just wanted to run away and take my aggression out on anything else. Like usual i used food as a substitute for consolation...ate by myself as I watched the rest of the world live in their own reality while I lived in my own nightmare. I didn't want to stay in this room knowing that I may do something I did not mean to do...when words are said they are hard to forget...as is with events...People think I forget easily but that is how I let u believe that is how I am. I hate hiding behind a fake phasod to impress people but it's hard not to conform to trends when ur trying to find urself. That's how I feel, torn between being myself or being someone that someone else wants me to be. I don't like to stick completely in one category cuz I have ever changing moods...I can be chill one day and all dressy the next day. To me it's all exterior...ur only down with me if u know me on the inside. Did u know that I like to read poetry or song lyrics just cuz of it's meaning? Do u know that sometimes I sit in the middle of Young quad watching people pass by and wonder where they are heading? Did u know that I desire to travel the world and see exotic sites? What do u see in me? To some I am nothing but an Ass...literally, a booty...someone with boobs...they don't know me! My words are real and what I say is what I feel and that's all u need to know, right? Yea, anyways because of that incident yesterday I just couldn't think straight. I decided to play ball at Wooden with Art's team. Sheesh, I was waiting for someone to give me a reason to whoop on em but yea, I knew that wasn't right. I used my aggression on trying to steal the ball. I stole it like twice I think...the last time I stole the ball the guy bumped me and I slid on my knees...it was gross. I had to roll to RCIA with a hurt knee...it was crazy. haha God punishing me for coming late I suppose or being angry with _____ yea. Plus, someone jacked into our family AOL account so now it got restricted...it was on my scn too...don't know what happened. I am hating on myself right now...I got so much to do but don't know where to start. I got my midterm back on monday...first pass is monday morning...paper due wednesday...ws response papers and our project. I don't know, I gotta start picking it up again.

My women's studies project is kinda cool...magazine. The article I'm writing is dealing with a person who has experienced sexual violence...I don't want my partners in the project to know that I'm using myself and my experiences with it for this part of the project. Yea, I'm still dealing with that stuff...tramatizing as it was, it's something that can't be changed. It's good that I still have my virginity...it's hard to say that in college especially that of UCLA. Just can't do something that I don't feel is right...u can abuse me and whatever else but u can't take things away from me that mean so much to me. Only one person is going to have that in my life and only him...special cuz it's shared between u and I, and u will have my heart right along with it. Who cares about casual sex...it can't possibly be as great as making love, right? I don't know...it's so lame to think about it cuz so many people put more emphasis on the sexual aspect of a relationship rather than the true intimacy of it. I find myself pondering that more and more...being the HIV/AIDS/STDs director for PCH opened my eyes further to the realization that one moment of passion can lead to a lifetime of misfortune...it takes only one time to change ur life. As much as I love babies I'm not ready to have on right now. STDs, HIV, AIDS...I don't want to have to go through that...I don't know. U never realize the seriousness of sex until the abuse, the harrassment, the persuasion occurs to u. It hurts and u have to live with it. I've learned to move on but I'm a part of that small percentage that didn't report their incidents...I guess I ain't helping the cause much...taking women's studies is making me think even further about this issue...just cuz Pilipinos are used as sex laborists...stupid American colonization! It makes me angry...it leaves pinays w/the label of "easy"...we're already perceived as eating dogs and stuff...come on...it happens once in history cuz we were left with nothing but dog meat to eat during the World's Fair fiasco...they were enslaved, they had no choice! Stop condemning people because of that. I just hate that women are being degraded in the old American colonies over there...they were raped...they were influenced...it wasn't fair. There's one comment that comes to mind that still freaks me out, "All filipinas are nymphs." My friend, ex-bf to be exact, told me that once...it's haunted me since. I'm not a nymph, how can u say such a thing? To hear that women are being used as a commodity item...degrading as heck! I hate not being able to make a difference. What can I do?::sigh::

Wow, that was a random one lol...

song of the moment: "911" wyclef jean and mary j. blige

Quote of the moment: "sometimes I feel like a prisoner, I think I'm trapped here for a while...n every breath I fight to take, it's as hard as these four walls I wanna break"

Mood: Tryin' to understand

roofookoO:
sheena..i really did have fun at the gala..sorry if you misinterpreted my saying that "i hate filipino parties".....i didnt mean to hurt your feelings..i was caught up in the moment..and i didnt consider your feelings..i apologize for my insensitivity.....and i felt bad that you wanted to pay so much for pictures...i honestly wouldnt mind taking them..but i didnt know you didnt mind spending money..i thought you just wanted to take it for the heck of it...once again..i didnt consider your feelings....i appreciate SOO much what you did for me..driving late at nite.......considering the well being of everyone in the party

Auto response from ToTL Pinay: Y is everything getting jumbled back into this week?

Me no understand...:-\

Tonight:
Gotta start hwk, think up essay stuff...do what I must

roofookoO: ......i HONESTLY had a great time..and i'll never forget the fun we had at dinner.. sometimes i just poke fun..by being sarcastic..but i really did have a great time...and im telling the truth. thanx for the candy....thanx for the tickets...and thanx for letting me get to know a greatperson
roofookoO: i cant say how sorry i am for having ruined the nite for you
roofookoO: it must have meant alot to you..and i was insensitive and i disregarded your feelings
roofookoO: sorry again
roofookoO: im always here to talk!
roofookoO: bye

Ryan...the nite wasn't ruined...it just started out fun a lil too late, u know? Many things factor in on that nite and it can't be changed...I'm gonna stick to remembering the funny, weird, memorable moments...like u smashing rosey's second piece of cheesecake and the fact that she is going to hell for takin that lil boys piece...hahha...yea, fun times. I'm sorry to make it seem like I hated the whole nite, I was merely expressing what I was feeling at that very moment. I did not mean to make it appear that u ruined my nite...like I said, I was merely disappointed and I didn't know how else to express it. I'm the type of person who tells her story...who lets the world know who she is....yea, that's me, so if u take it the wrong way, my bad. It isn't anything big as it may have been construed from my blogs. U are absolutely adorable and wonderful...help me find a guy like u...sheesh! LoL...the last guy u said was a good prospect turned out to be engaged...HOOK ME UP! LoL...naw, no one can compare to u. Ur one in a million...priceless without a doubt and it was an honor to get to know u as a person and as a friend. It would be kewl if I was lucky enough to find someone with just one of ur many qualities. I can't believe ur not snatched up as it is. I think I got lucky this year to have such wonderful people on our floor such as u, Trevor, Anthony **INVID PATROL**...who better to make things happen than us, right? LoL **hugs** ur the best! Keep shinin'!

Tonight was open mic nite in sproul...yes I chickened out again but Alina, I promise, u find a mic and I'll bust "Wonderful tonite" for u like I was suppose to...lol. Let's face it, after Paul...no one could close it like he did. He was amazing once again. I was left in awe and total shock. He never ceases to amaze me...never ceases to give his heart into what he believes...what he feels...what he desires in his life...he is awesome! I can only wish that I can be as dedicated as he...as committed to my beliefs as he is to God. I love u, God...there is no other. To u I live in debt forever and I live only to serve u. At times I do fail u and for that I will go on tryin my best to serve u the way Paul has. U fill me with ur love...now and always...u give me my strength...u have taken care of my family...u will unite my mother and I someday...Thank u for making me who I am...I am trying to change, I really am...after tonite, Paul has made me see that I "am beautiful..." words never moved me like that before. It's crazy how one's view can change after hearing such emotion...Paul, keep it going...u r an angel.

This week has just become hectic...life as I know it is going crazy. Math midterm was moved to monday last week but now, friday is back in the picture. There's extra credit if u take it friday...oh lord, I can't do this...I'm bad at this stuff cuz I wasn't listening. Or actually, I just don't understand. I still have pick classes for next quarter...write response papers...do math hwk...write an articlen for Papel...I don't know what to do now!

Song of the moment: Not really a song, but the echoing words of Paul

quote of the moment: "...thanx for letting me get to know a great person" ~ ryan

Mood: at ease...relaxed and mellowed out

Morning is flowing kinda slowly so y not add on to the good ol' blogger...yea!
It's 9:57 am right now...a couple mins ago Ryan passed by freestyling his craziness again...haha about me...but yea, I hope that if he had read my blogs for the past two nights that he does not take those to the heart or an indication that I was a complete miserable basket case the other nite cuz that wasn't how it was at all...for those who have known me long enough, one should know that I take things serious...that I nit-pick at every single detail and become this overbearing nutcase...I find faults and I dwell only so the blame will be put on someone else-an escape goat away from the real culprit: MYSELF. I know things can never be perfect but it's hard not to try and achieve it. Old habits are hard to break...I don't think that'll ever change. Last year's benefit was not as great as Saturday nite cuz of u...I just wish u would have opened up a lil sooner than near the end of the nite...I don't know if that makes sense but yea, that's what I'm thinking right now. I had fun dancing with u...watching u as u lip-synched and choreographed each song...I had fun watching u ABSOLUTELY CLEAN UR PLATE!!! =) I had fun talking small talk on the way to the dorms. I still feel bad that I us ladies were makingu wait for so long at ur house...but the wait was worth it right??? haha U got THREE Asian chix for the nite...lol, odds like that, any guy would take it **poke poke** lol j/p

Anyways, something hit me this morning from last nite's mass...I'm such a hypocrite. I tell others to be up front with me but sometimes, i don't do that with them. Then one thing leads to another and I'm basically talking behind their back to another person. What I perceive as complaining at that very moment is basically smack talking behind another person's back. I'm sooooo mean!!! =*( I feel bad now...I apologize to those that I have done this to. I should have just said something to u guys at the time instead of bottling it all up inside until it eats me inside. I should just let u guys know what's bothering me so I don't keep hiding behind a fake smile.
Last nite's sermon just hit me hard last nite...the story of the three servants: one was given 5 talons, another received 2, and the last one received only 1. Days later, they returned: the one who received 5 talons turned it into 10 talons, the one who received 2 talons made it into 4, but the last one...the last one still had one talon. He had buried it the day his master gave it to him for fear that anything he would do would take away the one he already had. The master took it away from him anyways and gave it to the one who received 5 talons...moral of the story...don't be afraid to risk urself or ur things...if u have one talent, show it and it can turn into two talents and so forth. Y be frightened?
Yea, that hit me hard...I have so much to give but nothing to show for it. I am still working up to it. But yea, it got me thinking, "if I had only said something sooner"; "if I had only told him what I feel...maybe we wouldn't be like this." Yea, ever have one of those days? Yea, I have those still...the past that seems so distant is really near to me still. Scary to think that I have to learn and find things out on my own...**sigh** No one is gonna take me by the hand and lead me to what I need to do...no one is gonna cue me that this will be the right time...I just gotta do it! OH gosh, if I start saying that Isyss' song, "single for the rest of my life", is my new theme song...Snap me out of it, will ya? There's bound to be someone waiting out there for someone like me...and there has to be someone out there that I'm waiting for...I know u are

Song of the moment on the mp3 player: "You're so Beautiful" Babyface

quote of the moment: "you are so wonderful-to me, u are so wonderful-to me, can't u see...ur everything I hoped for and ur everything, everything, God knows, to me...u are so wonderful...u are so beatiful...u are sooooooo beautiful to meeeeeeeee!!!!"

Mood: Shining like the golden sun rays breaking into my window =)

Okay, maybe I can explain yesterday more thoroughly thru my eyes...thru my heart tonite. I don't know, half of me was really into the whole thing but the other half focused on what wasn't going quite so well. How can I put it nicely...I was happy but at the sametime disappointed...? Can I put it that way? I don't know...I can understand people's personalities last nite due to the fact that we were at another university's gala and not UCLA's...at a Filipino organization's gala and not a regular club...but pleez, y didn't u guys just be open and honest with me last nite...if u didn't want to be there, then u could have just said, "NO, I don't want to go." It was as simple as that. It hurt me to see so many bored, unhappy, uncomfortable faces including my own cuz I couldn't have much fun knowing that my friends were not having any fun though they said they were having fun. I'm very disappointed that I didn't take professional pix with Ryan last nite...u guys decided for me that they were too expensive and I should save my money. Apparently u guys were just weasling out of a pic cuz come on, u know me...I don't save my money. I spend it on the most randomest things in the world and if I were to spend my money on anything, it should be something I can remember for the memories...like a gala. How many times do I get to dress up like this in college? How many times do I get to go out with a great guy like Ryan? How many times will I get to be at the Atrium once more? What did u guys want me to do-beg? I paid 75 dollars for two people to go to a beautiful gala...paid money for my nails...got my friends to do my hair which absolutely looked awesome (thanx suzanne!!)...a couple more dollars for pix wasn't going to be a big deal. It disappoints me cuz I know that the night is over...can't capture the moment any longer. Can u understand that I was disappointed, not really upset? Put urself in my position...I wanted to be able to look back on this night as if it was truly special...not saying it wasn't but it could have been more...**sigh** I'm never satisfied, I admit but what do u expect? I gotta be me.
Driving around looking for parking last nite I just wanted to scream, break down and cry...just get the nite off me. Smiling moments were overcome by disappointing moments shadowed by disarray. Lying in bed now, I think to myself...I couldn't say that I had no expectations for this nite because everyone always has an expectation for everything...last nite could had been amazing. I don't know how to explain that last statement...I guess, not necessarily having to be romantic, more like really good friends who can laugh and joke about anything...be comfortable around one another...try new things for once. Was I suppose to read ur guys' minds? I don't know...I guess it's my fault...it always is.

Today was Rosey's 19th bday...yea for her! But yea, I didn't want to drive home this morning cuz my legs hurt, i decided to go to 3rd st. Rose, Mon, and Alina rolled too in my car....Yea, funny story: Mon starts playing with my curious george doll that I have in my car...she makes him wave at cars. A guy in a benz suv rolled up and sees her and waves...then blows her a kiss...gross!!! Yea, that was funny too. He was following each light. Rosey's friend, Robert, came by to give her cheesecake from cheesecake factory...nice for her...He told her to put it in the fridge but I told her there is no room...guess why. Did u guess? Yea, the cheesecake I made her for her bday is still in there from last week...yea, don't I feel like shit for making her fave dessert.?!?! Yea for stupid sheena!!!! Whatever...I know no one cares. I'm going to bed...so much to do this week...it's beat SC week...I'm going to the game on saturday. First SC game...YEA...we better win or that sux, four years in a row. Hopefully tmw will come, and I'll be shining brighter than ever. Thanx for those who lately have me smiling

Song of the moment: "nobody knows" Toni rich project

quote of the moment: "give me the tape, dummy"...=*(

Mood: Disappointed

roofookoO: feel better babe

Auto response from ToTL Pinay: too much on mind right now...wanna curl up into a ball and fall asleep and never wake up...don't ask:-(

roofookoO: THANX FOR EVERYTHING1
roofookoO: it was really fun
roofookoO: hope you can wake up with a smile tomorrow
roofookoO: nite
ToTL Pinay: thanx for going with me...I had a lot of fun too...haha if it weren't for the odd music genres, that is...:-D
roofookoO: haha np
roofookoO: it was still fun
roofookoO: you rock!

Tonight was the medical mission gala...it was fun. Many delays, many problems, many of everything but it was fun nonetheless. Day started off slow and weird feeling...Dad curled my hair but didn't do quite a good job...Rose recurled while Suzanne did her hair. Tons of people in my room laughing, joking, dying of hunger...lol.
We finally got done around 3:45 or so...rushing off at all places...ended up at Xpose to take pix...took a while so Rose and I rolled thru the nearby Sav-on and decided to buy Ryan this Big Blue Hippo and some candy "Look!", "BIG HUNK", "Turtles," "NERDS"...yea, it was a "sorry, we're running late" gift. Finally the pix were ready, we were speeding off in all diff. directions. Ryan's house is huge!!!! Yea, haha RICH BOY!!! N-e-ways, almost killed all of us on the on ramp to the freeway...but yea, lol. We arrived at Atrium at around 7...food was mediocre, dessert was absolutely NUMMY. I started having a headache half way thru the night...grew worse when I had trouble getting Ryan to come take the professional pix. Can't do anything about that now...dancing started off very ugly...oldies kinda of music for the elders. I knew Ryan wasn't having a good time...if u don't believe me, he told me he "hates filipino parties"..don't take that out of context...it's just that we do routine things at these parties so it's like, he's done it so many times...he kept sticking his head under the table cloth...so yea, if my date isn't having a fun time, neither was I. That's just the way I am...I like to think that my friends are happy...If their not, I'm not happy either. But yea, music picked up at least for a while...we danced. Richard was buckwild...so limber and so...OUT THERE! That was nice...it could have been nicer but that would have to take mutal feelings like if we both liked each other or if we've been friends for a hella long time...if the presenations weren't so long...if the music was better...u know? A lot of factors lead up to the flaws of this night and it's sad cuz it could have been reallly really nice. Well, yea, we left early to go out with pch to denny's only to find out it closed down. Yea, u heard me, close down...so I left for UCLA.
We get to the dorms, I drop off the two and then go in search of parking at 1:00 in the morning...nothing open and blah...half an hour rolls by so I just go back to the dorms...meter...ONE METER. SO I take it...i'll take anything cuz I'm dizzy and wanna die...I have other shit to type out but no time...tbc